Saturday, January 31, 2009

where do we go?

i just hung up the phone with my joshua.
as i closed my phone, i heard the delightful screams of kymbi
i found myself crying and i thought to myself...

what the hell is going on???
why am i not in uganda with that beautiful child and his mother???

this has been one of the hardest days since being back.
i am praying that the Lord doesn't leave my side
because i am uncontrollable without Him.
where do we go when we don't even know where we're at?

"here in my darkest hour, you remind me of how faithful you are."

i'll write more later.