Thursday, February 5, 2009

coming soon..

this boy has turned me into the emotional sap that i swore i'd never be.
i see him in one week.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

can't go back.

it's a new season friends.

there is a good amount of happy.
there is a good amount of shitty.
i'm ok with it all right now.
can't seem to catch a break when it comes to learning things.
whatever. it's probably best that way.

helped two little girls make necklaces tonight from suubi beads.
it was fun to be with them but it wasn't the same as sitting in one of those ladies homes and eating matoke with them and insisting they didn't buy me a pop.
it will never be the same.
i will never be the same.

i miss sneaking up behind betty and scaring her and then getting into tickle fights with her. they usually backfired on me when josh and her would team up to get me.

yeah. i'll never be the same...