Friday, January 2, 2009

i'm{not}fooling myself.

i am back in america.
everything here moves so fast.
also, the bright lights are overwhelming at times.
rooms seem small because the ceilings are so low
[in comparison to ceilings in uganda]

new years eve came...and went...
without me leaving the house.
i needed time alone to process
[i ended up looking at apartments in kansas city]

i've yet to give myself a good amount of time to think.
what i should be doing, i'm not.
i need to sit. read. listen. write. think. think. think.
it'll come. i've only been here 4 days. [weird?]

lack of processing aside...
i miss this man like mad.
[come quick february 16. please.]